One of my favorite movies is
The Shawshank Redemption. In the movie, there is a great line:
"I guess it comes down to a simple choice, really. Get busy living or get busy dying." I had an epiphany a few weeks ago related to this quote. I have worried for twelve years about protecting Michael. My husband and I have not lived; we have survived. I finally came to the conclusion that we could leave him for one night and the earth wouldn't end. We have left him one night about seven years ago and finally made it two last night. We went to a wonderful concert (Joe Bonamassa) and spent the night in a hotel nearby. My wonderful sister stayed with Michael and guess what? Everything was fine. Some marriages fall apart under strain and I won't say that we haven't had some strained times because of the stress of raising an autistic child but I am so grateful that we still love each other after all these years. We need time together. We'll all be happier. Do I want to "run away from home?" No, I love Michael with all my heart but it was nice to relax and have a meal in peace without interruptions. Everything went so well that we might even do it again and not wait so long next time. :)
It is back to graduate school for me tomorrow. I had a break for a few weeks and I start summer school tomorrow. I am loving school and am glad that I will have more time to work on it now that Michael and I are wrapping up our other school time.
We are getting excited about vacation. We decided to fly to Florida instead of drive. I love the thought of getting to Florida in an hour instead of ten hours but am a little anxious about Michael flying for the first time. I think the best strategy is to just talk him through the procedures and let the airline know. I hope we have a great time!
This is Mother's Day weekend and the flowers above are from Michael. We picked him up at school today and he was carrying them. Love them! I have had a rule since I was pregnant with Michael: No Mother's Day gifts. My husband has cheated a few times but as I told him back then, God gave me a son. Now, really, what else could you get me?!
Everyone have a great weekend and Happy Mother's Day!
